354。

無端想聽詭異又很糟糕的歌。



"I am tired, I am weary

I could sleep for a thousand years"

355。

一次又一次地被辜負我的期待。
一整天的好心情完全消失殆盡。

被氣得一塌胡塗，一回到家就打電話打算痛罵那負責人一頓，但最後還是由母親替我與那人講道理。
想起以前數次我與那人交涉說話亂成一團的經歷，讓我覺得自己真的很窩囊。



"I was going hungry and lazy here
When you stopped me in my tracks
I was going crazy; I was desolate and ready to kill
But maybe I believe in another place
If you go, you won't look back
And anywhere you go you know
The ugliness will follow you still"

356。

最近腦袋常響起的歌竟然是這首。



"But then they played that song at the death disco
It starts fast but it ends so slow
And all the time it just reminded me of you"

358。

我就是個懦弱的白癡，被欺負了也不懂得反擊。
別人説了幾句好聽的説話就敗下陣來，回到家想了一會兒才開始生氣。

生氣得當下拼命聽起這首歌，雖然此歌與發生的事毫無關聯。




"Do you, do you really enjoy living a life that's so hateful?

Cause there's a hole where your soul should be
You're losing control a bit
And it's really distasteful"

359。

大清早就不期然地哼起這首歌。



"I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling down the avenue
There's nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love"